Archive for June, 2005

thank you all..

Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

thank u to all person who wished me on my 20th birthday recently.i appreciate it a lot.

LYRICS TO ALL MY ALLTIME FAVE SONGS.

Thursday, June 9th, 2005

YOU’RE SO GREAT_blur

Sad, drunk, and poorly
Sleeping really late
Sad, drunk, and poorly
Not feeling so great
Wandering lost in a town full of frowns
Sad, drunk, and poorly
Dogs digging up the ground

And I feel the light
In the night and in the day
And I feel the light
When the sky’s just mud and grey
And I feel the light
When you tell me it’s ok
Cos you’re so great, and I love you

Dt and coffee
Helps to start the day
Dt and coffee
Shaking all the way
City’s alive and, surprise, so am i
Tea, tea and coffee
Get no sleep today

And I feel the light
In the night and in the day
And I feel the light
When the sky’s just mud and grey
And I feel the light
When you tell me it’s ok
Cos you’re so great, and I love you

RESTLESS HEART_starsailor

Stayed till the morning
Left with her soul intact
Something was forming
Asked her if she’d come back

My restless heart beats like a wanton drum
Tear me apart, say I’m your only one.

She stayed till the morning
Left with her soul intact
Something was forming
Asked her if she’d come back

My restless heart beats like a wanton drum
Take it to heart, say I’m your only one.

Say I’m your only one
Say I’m your only one
Say I’m your only one
Say I’m your heart

MIMPI YANG SEMPURNA_peterpan

Mungkinkah bila ku bertanya
Pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila ku mulai merasa
bahasa kesunyian

Sadarkan aku yang berjalan
Dalam kehampaan
Terdiam, terpana, terbata
Semua dalam keraguan

Aku dan semua yang terluka karena kita
Aku kan menghilang
dalam pekat malam
Lepas ku melayang

Biarlah ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita
dalam mimpi yang sempurna

LOVEFOOL_the cardigans

Dear, I fear we’re facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing that I can do
to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn’t bother
that I ought to stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!
So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me

So I cry, and I beg for you to …
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can’t care ’bout anything but you…
Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don’t care if you really care
as long as you don’t go

LOVE SONG_the cure

Whenever I’m alone with you,
you make me feel
Like I am home again
Whenever I’m alone with you,
you make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I’m alone with you,
you make me feel
Like I am young again
Whenever I’m alone with you,
you make me feel like I am fun again

However far away,
I will always love you,
However long I stay,
I will always love you,
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you,
I will always love you

Whenever I’m alone with you,
You make me feel like I am free again,
Whenever I’m alone with you,
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away,
I will always love you,
However long I stay,
I will always love you,
Whatever words I say,
I will always love you,
I will always love you

AQUALUNG_strange and beautiful (i’ll put a spell on you)

Aqualung - Strange And Beautiful (I\’Ll Put A Spell On You) Lyrics

I’ve been watching your world from afar
I’ve been trying to be where you are
And I’ve been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you’re strange and you’re beautiful
You’d be so perfect with me
But you just can’t see
You turn every head but you don’t see me

I’ll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I’ll be the first thing you see
And you’ll realise that you love me

Yeah
Ye-ah

Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes

I’ll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
I’ll put a spell on you
And when I wake you I’ll be the first thing you see
And you’ll realise that you love me

I’ll put a spell on you
You fall asleep
Cause I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I’ll be the first thing you see
And you’ll realise that you love me, yeah

Yeah
Ye-ah
Yeah
Ye-ah

AQUALUNG_brighter than sunshine

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you’re standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don’t care
I’m yours and suddenly you’re mine
Suddenly you’re mine
and it’s brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I’d given up and given in
I just couldn’t take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn’t have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It’s brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don’t care
I’m yours and suddenly you’re mine
Suddenly you’re mine

It’s brighter than the sun
It’s brighter than the sun
It’s brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It’s brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don’t care
I’m yours and suddenly you’re mine
Suddenly you’re mine

I got a feeling in my soul

AQUALUNG_falling out of love

i watch the sun
see it rise and fall
waiting for something to change
i get through the day
hope to turn things around
seems like

i’m falling out of love

feeling alone
with you by my side
further and further away
funny how long
a moment can seem
when you’re trying to hold on
feels like

i’m falling out of love

RADIOHEAD_true love waits

I’ll drown my beliefs
To have you be in peace
I’ll dress like you ask
And wash your swollen feet

Just don’t leave, don’t leave

And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love wins
On lollipops and creams

Just don’t leave, don’t leave

I’m not living
I’m just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kiss and smile

Just lonely, lonely..
Just lonely, lonely..

some stories..

Thursday, June 9th, 2005

where should i start.last nite i was very upset when i read a message given to my by a friend.we were once really close and i enjoyed his company about 1 or 2 years ago.but, shit happens and we are not really best friend anymore.i seldom ses him and if we do,we just pass by each other like we had never known each other.its pretty pathetic actually.but as i say,SHIT HAPPENS.but still,we once in awhile pretend like we know each other by throwing glances and all that.so,yesterday i raed his message and he said that he wants to quit.studying,i mean.and how fucked up is that.for me,education is one of the esential thing in life.u cant go anywhere without it and here he is,saying he wants to quit.i was so pissed off and immediately called him.he gave like,9534645 reasons on why he should quit.i would say,cut the crap.that’s lame.ur excuses were lame.but i didnt managed to do so.i really hate it.i once felt like he does.way back then when i consider myself as naive and stupid.i really think that i dont need education to be successful in life.so,i passed the irst semester in my present college with 1.83 pointer and i was happy.how stupid is it?im happy eventhough i only get 1.83 and listed as a P1 student.looking back at it i felt so damn sorry for myself.i repent and i started to be serious in my studies.i dont know what i’ve done to deserve 3.53 in the second semester.i felt good for the first time in my entire depressing teenage life.i dont mean to brag but,the thing is i was trying to say is,if i can do it,so does anyone!!seriously,back in high skool,i was the dumbest student of SMKGR.i sleep in class.i giggled and pass notes when cikgu suhara teaches bahasa melayu.i sleep and DROOL when pn rozita,the sejarah teacher stepped one foot into my classroom.i was a total mess back when i was young.i even had a bet with my high skool bestfriend.he bet that i would never passed add maths.and i bet he’ll flunked he paper too.imagine,the highest mark i’ve ever got for add maths is 10.and we always fought for who get higher than 10 is the best among what i called as the group with “no future in mind”.to us,if u got 10,ur a king!ur the brightest.how lame.and the group consist of males and im the only female.we bond pretty well though because i was like one of them.like a bloke.usually a girl will definitely better that boys.but i was no lesser like them.i guess that defines how retard i was when i was a teen.but,now i know that i will not go anywhere without education and i’l definitely will not enjoy my future life if i stayed as the same person i was back in hi skool.i repent and study.and i never take too seriously when i study.when i study,i study hard and when its time for me to play,i play hard.well..i guess each person differ from one another.but,im sure going to convince him to further his studies and i hope he will have a better future.