c h o c o l a t h e a d w e l c o m e s y o u

today is the day where we make up to our friends and look back at times when we are with them!say thanks to your friends!!

thanks to this person for being there when i need her and to share stuffs with :

thanks to this bunch of person for being my loyal friends :

thanks to this person for being such a sweetheart :

thanks to this person who used to (still?) be my friend :

thanks to this person for being my companion in class and the tall one for being my loyal "photographer"!:

thanks to this person who listens to me very well :

…and to all other person that i forgot to mention,you know who you are.thanks a lot guys!happy friendship day

2 weeks I’ve been here in my college. Alhamdulillah, everything is on the right track. My classes are fine. My friends are the only thing that keeps me going here. Thanks to them. Although they don’t know it (because I never told them), guys, I love you. To be frank, I hated my new class. I had to be in it because I have no choice. It’s not fair. I mean, we are living in a free world. Isn’t it against the system? We shouldn’t be like this. Being a dummy, our life being control by someone who has nothing to do with us. I hate living like this .I also hate people putting high expectation on me. Enough about things that made me angry. In contrast, I love my new room! I really liked it and it brings out all the creative side of me that has been shut out from my life from the day I decided to further my study in business studies.

Is there somebody out there who read my blog here? If you’re the one, THANK YOU. That’s the only word I can say to show you my appreciation. It’s good to have somebody to read my crappy writings. If you think I’m a bad writer, just post me a comment and your constructive comment will be taken into serious consideration. If you think I’m pretty good (yeah, right…), post me anything. I will be glad to receive any feedback. But, if I’m the only one in this whole wide world who logged on to this blog and read it occasionally (isn’t it weird, reading your own blog?), well, pity me.

I always wanted to be somebody else. I don’t know why but I’ve always wanted to do so. There’s something so special about that somebody else that I wanted to be. I wanted to be Julia Stiles in 10 things I hate about you. She’s mysterious and moody. Had a hidden past and secretive. Then I wanted to be cinta in ada apa dgn cinta. She’s lucky, outgoing, always in the limelight, love poems and all good things about her. Then I wanted to be gadis in tentang dia. she’s melancholy and mellow. But then I realized that I can’t be like them. I am who I am. I realized that their characters cannot be more interesting as we ourselves.Have you ever meet a girl who has almost everything? She’s smart, rich, pretty, in short, she’s perfect. Everything we dreamed of is in her. So, we try hard to be like her. Without realizing, she also wanted to be somebody else. While we are trying hard to copy her, she’s trying to do the same. Is it good to do so? For me i believe that we are of different character and we are special and if our life story could be on the silver screen, I’m sure everybody else who thinks like me would want to be the girl on the silver screen. I realized that we always adore somebody and wanted to be like him or her. But, one thing that we forgot is to adore ourselves. Why didn’t we want to be more like our own self? Maybe this didn’t make sense to you who’s reading this but, I’ll try to make things clear here okay. Maybe we wanted to be somebody else because she or he has everything that we wanted all this time. Maybe because she’s famous, pretty. As I’m getting older, I realized that I don’t want to be anyone else but myself. Be it good or bad, gloomy or happy, pretty or ugly, I don’t give a damn anymore. I love myself the way I am. There’s so much thing for me to be proud of. I don’t want to trick myself to believe that I am a person that I’m not. It’s good to believe in yourself. Why do you never realize you ask me? Maybe you should try to do so. Start believing today.

I always wanted to be somebody else. I don’t know why but I’ve always wanted to do so. There’s something so special about that somebody else that I wanted to be. I wanted to be Julia Stiles in 10 things I hate about you. She’s mysterious and moody. Had a hidden past and secretive. Then I wanted to be cinta in ada apa dgn cinta. She’s lucky, outgoing, always in the limelight, love poems and all good things about her. Then I wanted to be gadis in tentang dia. she’s hurt and mellow. But then I realized that I can’t be like them. I am who I am. I realized that their characters cannot be more interesting as we ourselves, smart, loaded, in short, she’s perfect. Everything we dreamed of is in her. So, we try hard to be like her. Without realizing, she also wanted to be somebody else. While we are trying hard to copy her, she’s trying to do the same. Is it good to do so? For me, as do. We are of different character and we are special and if our life story could be on the silver screen, I’m sure everybody else who thinks like me would want to be the girl on the silver screen. I realized that we always adore somebody and wanted to be like him or her. But, one thing that we forgot is to adore ourselves. Why didn’t we want to be more like our own self? Maybe this didn’t make sense to you who’s reading this but, I’ll try to make things clear here okay. Maybe we wanted to be somebody else because she or he has everything that we wanted all this time. Maybe because she’s famous, pretty. As I’m getting older, I realized that I don’t want to be anyone else but myself. Be it good or bad, gloomy or happy, pretty or ugly, I don’t give a damn anymore. I love myself the way I am. There’s so much thing for me to be proud of. I don’t want to trick myself to believe that I am a person that I’m not. It’s good to believe in yourself. Why do you never realize you ask me? Maybe you should try to do so. Start believing today.