c h o c o l a t h e a d w e l c o m e s y o u

i love rain. to the extent that i’m willing to walk in the rain and suffer terrible cold later. as i was about to alight from the green bus at indah kembara, i saw 4 girls standing in the drizzling rain at padang palapes. and i started to think that they have something better to do in the rain rather than curling-up in their bed under the warmth provided by their comforter.or maybe they have to stand there cus it’s their KO-K day and they need to come although it’s against their will.then i saw the fourth girl running towards her mates holding a piece of err..plastic and threw it in the air.smirk.apehal pulak ni.smirk.bodohnye.smirk.

as i witnessed the second girl lifting herself up in the air with her hands strecthing out and her feet barely touched the ground, i started to imagine one creature.anjing.smirk.gile bodoh.tak pernah seumur hidup aku yang depressive ni aku tengok orang main baling a piece of plastic yang people refer to as frisbee sesama manusia.yang selalu aku tengok orang baling frisbee kat anjing diorang je.and as i saw budak perempuan tu melompat ke udara untuk meng-grab frisbee tu, i cannot help myself but to imagine her moves are like a cute little dog trying to grab the plastic.but in this case, it’s not really THAT cute.satu pemandangan yang menjijikkan dan merosakkan my beautiful "evening date" with the rain.

aku cam: ya allah..dah kenapa budakbudak ni main tangkaptangkap frisbee cam half-retard time hujanhujan camni.smirk,lagi.anjing.smirk,lagi.i know,i know.i’m a total asshole. it’s not that i’m proud of myself for imagining that girl as a dog, but i cant help it! till now i can still recall her moves in slow motion, grabbing the plastic and landing on her feet.totally mengingatkan aku kat anjing.johnjohn aku pun tak sehebat tu.tapi hebat jugak die.cube korang baling doggie-treat die kat atas.walau tinggi mane pun,johnjohn dapat grab.dan cube korang baling doggie-treat tu tinggitinggi, lajulaju dan jauhjauh.and you will see how funny it is bile johnjohn never fails to grab the treats walau selaju dan sejauh mana korang baling treats die.

aduh.dah besarbesar pun bodoh.who is the retard that gave them those frisbee,i wonder.dah lah sekali main 4 orang.nak cakap aktiviti menguruskan badan, baik diorang main kejarkejar dengan anjing. confirm turun 4 kilo sorang.gile bodoh.smirk.aduh..kelakar betul.and as i walk back to aman, i think that they really should have stayed in  their bed au contraire to main frisbee cam anjing kat padang palapes that evening where almost everyone can see their stupidity.eh, entahentah diorang saje kut nak display stupidity diorang tu.

at least they made me laugh.that’s positive!

I can’t understand why every single person that I met who watched Mukhsin refuses to give an overwhelming remark about the film. They’re like, “Mukhsin? Owh..okaylah cerita tu.” And then there’s, “Mukhsin? Jangan tengok. Bosan gile.” And not to forget, the endless, “Biase je cerita tu” kind of comments. How could you guys be so heartless and deny the fact that Mukhsin is so superbly done that it deserves the awards that it get. Cold-hearted people. All of you. How can you not cry seeing how a 12 years-old boy who barely spells maturity gazed longingly into a 10 years-old kid eye and being all mushy without making us feel nauseous like those Sembilu series. You guys are so corrupted with those stupid CGI movies that you forgot how good it is a simple, yet true to life films is. As usual, I went to watch the film unaccompanied, like any other Yasmin Ahmad’s film that I’ve watched before. But that’s fine with me. Moving on, I really love Mukhsin because it celebrates first love like no other film does. The fact that most of the actors are from the previous Yasmin’s movies made Mukhsin a reunion for Rabun, Sepet and Gubra actors and actresses. Mukhsin revolves around Orked and her first love: Mukhsin (duh.) It’s school holiday and Orked thought it would be a total boring and depressing holiday, as she hates to go out and play with the typical boys and girls around her humble abode. She rather be under his bed all day long with Bujang compared to being the groom for the little miss devil. I really hate the girl who always has the guts to tell Orked nonsense mostly about her family. I guess she done her job pretty well because she really irritates me. I wish I could slap her and kick her sore little ass.

Mukhsin drops by his auntie’s house for the holiday due to some family problem. He doesn’t seem to be bothered by the fact that his family is facing a crisis and that includes his loser, immature, alcoholic brother. Little did he know that he would discover pure love in the form of a 10 years-old girl in Muar. Orked is not like any ordinary girls who play with their dolls and the endless kahwin-kahwin game. Reading is her passion and she’s an aspiring librarian. Her mum even caught her reading the calendar (chuckles!). Being the only labor of love for Pak Atan and Mak Inom, gives her the full access to the attention and affection from the whole family and that includes the faithful Kak Yam, not your typical house servant. She then met Mukhsin who changed her mood for the holiday. The then gloomy holiday turns out to be the most glorious holiday ever for her with Mukhsin around. They go around the village with Mukhsin’s bike. The bike, I believe is the most crucial part in expressing how deep Mukhsin’s feeling towards Orked. He illustrate it when he wrapped a bundle of old clothes around the metal seat that Orked hopped on every time they went for a breather every single evening. The bike brings them together. The bike is there when the fat boy tried to get his vengeance towards Orked. The bike is there when they’re playing kite. The bike is there when they went to climb the trees. The bike is there when Mukhsin desperately need to talk to Orked. The bike is there when Mukhsin cried, begging Orked to talk to him. The bike is essential, to me.

Sacrifices is a must in love stories. In Muksin, you couldn’t see it clearly. If you look closely, there are sacrifices made by Mukhsin for Orked. Although it’s not as obvious and as obnoxious as the ones in typical love story (read: guy give up the love of his life for some other guy believing that if you love somebody you really should let them go. How f***ing stupid is that?) He risks himself, wearing his bloodcurdling brother’s nice clothes to meet Orked. In the end, Mukhsin’s instinct to protect Orked as he believes, is the only bloom for him, that break them apart. Jealousy strikes during a “galah panjang” match where a boy grabbed Orked and won’t let her go. I love Mukhsin and the no-nonsense scenes that really don’t matter to some people. But it actually made this movie beautiful and endurable even if it runs for 9 hours straight.

There are some memorable scenes where I can really feel that those two creatures are so adorable and meant to be together. I even cried at these scenes. The first one is the scene where Mukhsin comes with his bike and said, “Mukhsin kayuh, Orked handle” and Orked cutely replies “Tak naklah. Takut.” Next up on my list is when Mukhsin gets an English lesson from Orked on the bike. Oh, bliss! The scene where Pak Atan, Mak Inom and Orked shared a dance with a French record plays in the background is totally heart-warming. I also love the scene where they capture only the legs of Mukhsin and Orked while they’re up on the tree. We don’t need to see their facial expression to feel their love. The legs are enough, at least for me.

There are lots of thing that I love about Mukhsin but I decided only to name a few. This movie to me is so sacred and pure to the extent where I don’t want to share my actual feelings towards this movie. I don’t want anybody else to feel like what I feel for this movie. I want these feelings to be mine and only mine. So, watch and get your own special feelings towards Mukhsin and Orked.

My most favorite quote: “Love is kind. It gives us second chance. I hope Mukhsin got his.”

i felt down a couple of days ago. just when i thought bad luck wont get through me, the baddest news ever hits me right on my forehead. my budakfizik. he has a girlfriend. great. what else can go wrong. i tried not to take it too seriously. but i dont know what the heck happened that day. i cried on my friends lap. she ran her fingers through my hair and told me everything’s going to be okay. i wish it is. everything is not okay. it will never be okay. she told me i should really open my heart for people who are, for sure,  have the hots for me. i tried. but it didnt work. and that leads to my "shout out" this week. why the f*** couldn’t we be with the one we really love?

Guys,you must try this.but please dont look at the answers below yet.just folow the instruction given.you’ll be suprised at the results.i’m still in awe of what i got after this psychotest.i still can’t believe the result.but dont think too hard when giving the answers.just put whatever that crossed your mind at the moment,okay?
enjoy….

Psikotest ini diambil dari email
internet,
diterjemahkan oleh orang tersebut dari
bahasa
asalnya Japanese. Anda akan menemukan
hasil
yang sangat mengejutkan. Orang yang
memikirkan
game ini, konon sesudah membaca mail
ini,
harapannya dapat terkabul. Pasti anda
akan
terkejut melihat hasilnya.!!!
Cuma janji dulu, JANGAN MEMBACA JAWABAN
DIBAWAHNYA TERLEBIH DAHULU.
ISI DULU INSTRUKSI YANG DIMINTA.
BACA SATU PARAGRAF DEMI SATU
PARAGRAF.
Pertama-tama siapkan bolpen dan kertas.
Waktu memilih nama, anda harus memilih
orang
yang anda kenal. Jangan terlalu banyak
mikir,
tulislah apa yang ada di kepala anda.

INGAT : Maju satu paragraf per paragraf.
Kalau anda membaca kelanjutannya,
Permohonan
anda tidak akan terkabul.
1.. Pertama-tama tulis angka 1 sampai
sebelas di
kertas anda secara vertikal (atas ke
bawah)

2.. Tulis angka yang paling kamu senang
(antara1-
11) disebelah angka No.1 dan 2

3.. Tulis 2 nama orang (lawan jenis)
yang kamu
kenal, masing-masing di No.3 dan No.7

4.. Tulis 3 nama orang yang kamu kenal
di No.4, 5,
dan 6. Disini kamu boleh menulis nama
orang di
keluarga, teman, kenalan. Siapapun OK.
Cuma
harus yang kamu kenal

5.. Di no.8, 9, 10 dan 11 kamu tulis
nama judul
lagu yang berbeda-beda

6.. Terakhir, tulis kamu punya
permohonan.(Kamu
minta permohonan)
NAH……… dibawah ini ada jawaban
dari psikotest-
nya mudah-mudahan cocok jawabannya.
1.. Anda harus memberitahu ke orang yang
anda
tulis di No. 7 tentang psi kotest ini.
2.. Orang yang anda tulis di No.3 adalah
orang
yang kamu cintai.
3.. Orang yang anda tulis di No.7 adalah
orang
yang kamu suka, tetapi bertepuk sebelah
tangan.
4.. Orang yang anda tulis di No.4 adalah
orang
yang anda rasa paling penting bagi anda.
5.. Orang yang anda tulis di No.5 adalah
orang
yang paling mengerti tentang anda.
6.. Orang yang anda tulis di No. 6
adalah orang
yang membawa keberuntungan pada anda.
7.. Lagu yang anda tulis di no. 8 adalah
lagu yang
ditujukan untuk orang No.3
8.. Lagu yang anda tulis di no.9 adalah
lagu yang
ditujukan untuk orangNo.7
9.. Lagu yang anda tulis di no.10 adalah
lagu yang
melukiskan apa yang ada di hati anda.
10.. Terakhir, lagu yang anda tulis di
No.11 adalah
lagu yang melukiskan hidup anda.

BAGAIMANA APAKAH CUKUP
JITU ??????
Anda harus mengirimkan email ini ke 10
orang dalam waktu 1 jam. Dengan begitu,
permohonan anda akan dikabulkan.(okay,i dont quite believe in this part.i just do it for fun and it got me thinking.)

I should’ve seen it coming! I had completed my group assignment an hour ago and I decided to have some time off before I went back face-to-face with my beloved "shi-shi" (that’s what I call my Toshiba Satellite A80) and surf away for some rip-off info that I can use for my next assignment. Since I’m about to complete the 103 assignment which involves media and the freedom of speech, I think spending the next 2 hours watching Fahrenheit 9/11 is going to enlighten me if not much, a little on the topic arose by 103. By the time I hit the 17th chapter, the dvd stuck on me. I’m like; you got to be kidding me! I am so into the movie and suddenly, it died on me. I swore a lot. And today, shi-shi witnessed the increasing number of swearing I used towards the RM2.50 dvd from Ferringhi and some of it went to shi-shi. (Sorry I called you an a**hole shi-shi. Although you’ve been a pain in the a** lately, I still love you no matter what.) I’m about an hour away from agreeing with Zaidi that George W. Bush is a total dickhead and pooff! The dvd died on me. As I said earlier, I should’ve seen it coming. I mean, what do you expect when you pay half of the (pirated) dvd’s actual price? Double casings? Perfect subtitles? Anti-skip? Pffttt.. You might as well wish for Ben Affleck to divorce Jennifer Garner and get back together with the other Jennifer (Lopez). Crap. That’s what it is. Now, I can’t sleep wondering what’s in those one hour that I will not discover until I found another laptop that is compatible with the damn dvd. I might as well buy myself a spanking new dvd player. Owh, wtf. I’ll just hit the sack for now. That’ll ease my pain. (damn dem dvd)